Been a rough couple of months, dealing with shit I don’t want to deal with. Old death, old worries. Things that couldn’t be dealt with at the time.
Funny how that works. I wanted to get this shit squared away years ago. Could’ve used the money back then. But now? Someone else is ready, so the things I wrote off, the things I had to let go of emotionally, now I have to deal with it all.
It’s too hard to explain, and there’s too much sad in it all.